Friday, July 09, 2004
Fate Is Funny. Seems To Enjoy Doing This To Me. Over And Over Again.

 

Notice me

Take my hand

Why are we

Strangers when

Our love is strong

Why carry on without me ?

 

Everytime i try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime i see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess i need you baby

 

I make believe

That you are here

It's the only way

I see clear

What have i done ?

You seem to move on easy

 

And everytime i try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess i need you baby

And everytime i see in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess i need you baby

 

I may have made it rain

Please forgive me

My weakness caused you pain

And this song is my sorry

 

At night i pray

That soon your face

Will fade away

 

And everytime i try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess i need you baby

And everytime i see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess i need you baby

 

After all...

After all...

 

this song. really expresses the feeelings deep inside me. a thousand words cannot replace it. hurrt de shi. hurrt ppl de shi. othrs may listen and tire out kp hearinn the same song. but this song really means al0t to me. particularly ryt now. particularly the bold words.

 

(~.~) s 0 b x . .

 

ryt now. my head, my hart very luan. at loss. dunno wad i did, wad i'm doing or wad i am gonna do. after listeninn to the dedication, only then did i realize wad i haf been doin all this while. running away. avoidin. hiding from the truth. from reality. ~sigh*

 

love is not charity. one cannot love another just for the sake of reciprocating. i'm sorry..

 

"once bitten, twice shy. twice bitten, never try"  i'm sorry. .

 

i'm sorry. but i noe. no matter how sorry i am. it can never make up. this blogg. cus of dat entry. everythg turned out like this. i'm not updating it anymore.

 

* blogg closed

 

to you ~

no point waiting, wasting tym on sumone like me. no one deserves your tears cus those who do will never make you cry. i'm not worth that last breath. find better pers0n. one who deserves you. nothing go0d comes out of associating yourself with me. no matter wad i do. i only end up hurting ppl around me. ryt now, stead wif *him also. . .jux a matter of tym before it all ends. 1314??  not likely. nothin lasts forever. forever's a lie. all we ever have is between hell0 and goodbye. its true. guess its like wad you once said. i have a heart of stone. ~sigh*

 

 i ' m   s o r r y. .

 


Posted at 09:24 pm by limecrush
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Friday, June 18, 2004
i dun like the w0rld. u haf t0 be ruthless. n0 funn.


(^.^)V
i'm back in acti0nn. ~w0otx* hehess. my back better le. den high fever als0 g0ne lerss. ~sigh`
yst wen spend 1nyt al0ne in h0spital r0om, i th0t abt lotsa thgs bahx. s0 many meddled th0ts. i dun evn n0e whre t0 start. i dun understand. wad made *y0u be lyk dat??
was it all my fault to begin wif? evry relati0nship has its pr0blems. but. .h0w did thgs turn out to be lidiz? admit i was rash. very rash to react dat way. but. .u were gonna hurt my frenx.. as it was u were hurtinn me. i just dunno wad to tink anymore. suan lerr. dun  wish to tink or t0k abt it lerr. just go away and leave me al0ne hao ba? i need to be by myself n0w.

sebastien : *dui bu qi. pangseh u agn. raeli dunn0 wad t0 d0 dis tym. (~.~)`

leen, ben, ginna : catch up wif u peeps s0on. *a l0t has happened. ~dat fateful nyt~

______g0nez*

Posted at 08:25 pm by limecrush
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Monday, June 14, 2004
~ + ~ + l . o . s . t. + ~ + ~


you held muh hand and walked me h0me. i dunn0 why u gave me dat kiss cus its stuffs like dis dat makes me wanna g0. did i n0t tell u dat i'm not like dem gurls - the ones who thr0ws it all away??
did u tink dat i was gonna gif it up to u dis tym?? did u tink dat it was sth i was gonna d0 den cry ?? dun try to tell me wad to do, dun try to tell me wad to say.. we're better off dat way..
g0tcha in muh pants so i'm gonna haf to kick ur ass and make u nv forget. get outtaf muh head. get outtaf muh bed. yeaps. dats wad i said.

~bleahhss. si beh sianz. guys are sh0 hard to trust yea?? whre haf all the g0od guys g0ne?? *s0bz.
mm. n0w os0 dunn0 wad to feel. kindaf numb bahx. part of me kindaf happy. but huge part is pek chek. den anthr part is sad+hurrtx. ~sigh`

stupid assh0le. he tink he sh0 yanda0/charming/g0od ixit?? g0t reputati0n big deal le mehx??
lidat gif him right to f0ol ard wif ppl ar?? kns.

"ji0 u since january till now ; very xinku le"  fuck off la boy.

jio a chab0r while steading wif anthr. warhs. power w0rxx..??

rott in hell. ( x . x ) !!!

~sigh`. if not fer muh frenx, face all dis type of r0tten ppl i fer sure g0 mad lerrs.mm. i noe i noe. ish type of ppl n0 nid care dez. just lettin out muh frustrati0n bahx. no w0rries yea..? mm. actually, i haf ish very very very very very g0od news w0rrs. me. forget the *past lia0x. =)
no no no no. i noe fer sure gt ppl sae me owaes sae dis bt in the end sure remembr den cry-cry-cry all dis. bt dis tym is really dez. confirm+chope`+100% gurantee. f r e e d 0 m . . . n0 m0re pain, hart aches or tears..

mm. ppl sae. t0 f0rget a l0ve u must l0ve anthr. maybe dats true bahx. [[hint/hint]] *blush
nani nani p0o p0o. =pPppP. i'm n0t tellin. hehess.

mm.yst, france win england w0rrs. i predict c0rrect siaz. 2-1. ~w0otx.

till here bahx. ~tatas`

*muachw

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